Tuesday, July 16, 2019

Feeling like crap today

Friday, July 12, 2019

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Thursday, July 11, 2019

Good week and work week

PHEW, Its Thursday and im back from my vacation, back to work. Back to dullness. My feet hurts so bad. Been hurting for the past 4 days. Had so many places to clean, Im covering for a woman who is on her vacation. But Im glad its Friday tomorrow, Wohoo!!!!๐Ÿ˜ƒ๐Ÿ˜„๐Ÿ˜๐ŸŽ‰

This week my diet has gone pretty good. Maybe because Im working and I have no time to think about food or cravings... They do show up when Im back at home but atleast I have burned off the food I ate before. ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ’ช

Saturday, July 6, 2019

Been such a Depressing Day

Been such a depressing day. Nothing special has happened to make the day feel like this . Probably my stupid hormones. Im pretty sure it is. ๐Ÿ˜ž๐Ÿ˜‘๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿ˜ค๐Ÿ˜ฃ Been basically watching movies since I got up. Probably will til I go to bed. yepp yepp. Noone seems to care either. As usual. Except my man but we cant communicate through phone , since there is none. Plus It feels like Im bothering him if I say Im feeling down. But then again we cant be up all the time?? 

Tuesday, July 2, 2019

Lose that weight week

Well yesterday was the last day of binging at evenings. Im gonnna try to lose 2 pounds per week. I can do this!!! Its alot of help with the calorie counter app I got , I really recomend it. ๐Ÿ‘
I even exercised hard yesterday. I do feel it in my knee though. Its not good , I had a injury 2009 and its getting stuck sometimes when I try to stretch my leg. But Im gonna try to not exercise super hard every day. So my knee can rest til the next workout. YASS. 

Saturday, June 29, 2019

the unhealthy week

Soo My healthy week turned into really unhealthy. I just been eating so bad , im such a emotional eater and I eat alot during evenings. Almost binging , maybe it is that? Im deff a food addict. Thinking about food almost 24/7 , Feels like I never gonna shred this weight off๐Ÿ˜ฅ. I so want to look what I used to be in 2017. 10 kg less. 22 pounds less.  Im just running out of ideas. Maybe I should go to a dietitian? Just one time to see what she/he says. 

Sometimes Im just so frustrating with people. They dont seem any intrested to check up on me. Are they friends or not? Maybe not.... ๐Ÿ˜Ÿ

Thursday, June 27, 2019

My Birthday gifts

Its a weird frame? why is the outside so big?? who knows 

American inspired pillowcase, My mom made it

A diary from my sister, well better write down my weird psyco thoughts lmao๐Ÿ˜‚

Wednesday, June 26, 2019

officially 32 24th june

                                           Well on the 24th of june I turned 32...๐ŸŽ‚ Yup yup. Went to Stockholm with my mom. We tried to find a thai restaurant that served buffe. But we gave up cus we got too hungry lol so we went and ordered something else. Well to sum it all it was a good day. 32 feels like 31 ๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜

I will show you all what I got, in the next post. That will be tomorrow.... ๐ŸŒป

Saturday, June 22, 2019

Thursday, June 13, 2019

Pen pals

I signed up on a Facebook group to get some pen pals. I mean those really snail mail pen pals. Good ol' fashioned handwriting , I just need to have some good time to write letters. I did get more answers than I expected. The bad thing is that stamps overseas cost like 2 dollars , 21 sek. Its alot but I will do my best to send out to those I promised.  I think it will be 10 dollars of stamps ,. Hope they answers lmao. Or else.. money in the drain and time too... Lets cross fingers , that they do respond ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜

I also got a letter from my man and it was so good hearing from him. Thankfully I sent it through Jpay so I didnt have to wait too long for his letter this time? It didnt take 2-3 weeks.  Im veeeery happy about that.