Hello April

Hello April

I feel old today. I took a picture outside. My forehead looks terrible . Small wrinkles , dry skin. Ugh. Then i could be just dehydrated. 🤔 Anyways more water then, i will also try some good face creams too. 👍✨✨ My skin will be glowing.maybe some fillers/botox too. yas!!!

I also started with weight loss injections. started on Monday, Saxenda. 0.6 mg. So far i felt a bit queezy. And so. Next week im going up to 1.2 i think.. 🤐. I also got a new place to clean . An office 3 times a week! I started last week. Its tough. My feet was done.

Tx Guy is back. He thought I had abandoned him?? Called me a cheater. ... He is really disturbed. I said i lost my job. I cant continue supporting him. He needs to be on his own. Idk if i feel sorry for him or. ? 😫😵 He said he was sorry for calling me out. He had a wounded pride ? What to believe . 🤨🙄 He is like a leech . Wont get rid of it but its kinda cute like a rat ? 👀😫😫

it sucks...

To miss him. Right now i do . He hasnt even tried to reach out.. Nothing at all. What does that say? You dont miss me , or care ?? Am I that disposable.. ☹️ Geez thanks alot. Asshole!!!!

Im still hurt, angry and upset.  Its only been 2.5 months since I spoke to him . Some days are just harder.I been in touch since 2008. Its a long time. Long time to just forget. 😞 Did i even know him. 

He sure is a good actor. 

But then i have to remind myself 

You are a narcissist .

 

Hello March

This week has been a tough week. I was at my 2nd job Friday for 5 hours!! It was so much to do! 

I was just exhausted afterwards😵😵😵 

I have dentist next week on Friday. I have dentist . The being touched with tools inside of your mouth... Noo ☹️☹️☹️. 

I also asked my mom if i could borrow money for it. I rather do a payment plan than take from myself . She made me feel so bad about it. I wont do it.. i will manage or just re schedule it til next month . 

Today just seem shitty. I feel tired and so down.

😞

Flower Power week

Got a flower telegram today. A neighbor was so happy my mom found a package that was hers. The delivery hd just tossed it before Christmas. She was happy got it back! ❤️❤️

These ones are from me for my Mama. She had her Birthday on 20 February. I got half of orange and white roses.

I also bought red roses for me. They have died already but it was nice to buy a bouquet for myself 🥰. They aren't cheap 🫤

 just had a crappy week... 😟😟😟😟😟

Weekend is here. No work . I actually called in sick. I just werent there mentally.