Tuesday, July 17, 2018

Damn its hot

Not my kind of job

I worked as a care taker for elderly yesterday. And It was an experiance. But the more I think about it  the more I realise , Its not my kind of job. I wont continue on it. Hey we are not meant to work with everything right? Plus it was only job to fill in for people and I cant live on that long term....

Friday, July 13, 2018

Wednesday, July 11, 2018

Tick Tock

 I found this really nice wall clock at the thrift store. Me and my mom went there after heading to hers. I dont really have clock in the kitchen , I keep looking at my phone. But its so easy to mistake the time. Be late.
My brother came and visit from being in Norway for work. It was nice he seemed in a good spirit. I hope he will continue that path. We had some dinner and just hung out.

Sunday, July 8, 2018

Today I feel better

I was just so frustrated with my situation yesterday. But today Im just gonna make the best out of it. My man called after I made that post. It was so good talking to him.
😍 I missed him alot. Gosh I love his voice. It was pretty hot topic. Why not?? I got in a better mood after that. It was so great he called arounds 5.30 pm. I wasnt all groggy and just awake mood. He did notice that.

Saturday, July 7, 2018

Sucky Summer

There hasnt been too much to  do. So Ive been watching documentaries. Horror movies, and regular tv. Sometimes it sucks not having anyone to do anything with. Feels like my life is just passing by and Im not doing a damn thing. Its hard when your almost broke. You cant take the bus anywhere or train. or even go abroad. Fuck this Summer has to be one of the worst ones!!!!

Praying for a miracle, I just cant take this anymore. 

Thursday, July 5, 2018

Are people getting more desperate online?

So I have tried a couple of chat rooms , And I dont know. It was terrible. As soon as I logged in I had like 10+ people saying Hi to me. And if I didnt reply asap they asked where are you, Are you there? Busy? I mean come on??!! Where is the patience in people. Im talking 99 % about guys. Girls dont chat to girls online most of the time. Its not fun to talk when you feel stressed because they cant wait on your reply. Plus lets face it; there are always some weirdos on chats.

Will I be chatting again soon: Probably not.

Wednesday, July 4, 2018

Unemployment frustration

Im so freakin tired being unemployed. I just realiese today if I get a job this year, It will be my 3rd job!!!! is that normal?? Why is this bad luck in jobs keep happening.... Im so exhausted of this. Im tired of getting benefits and not getting a real payment. I feel like im leeching. I dont want that anymore. So unfair. 😢Im tired of being a prisoner to the unemployment agency. Keep on sending in what jobs i looked for. Go on stupid meetings etc Going on 10 years of this shit. I never been able to break free from them. Fuck!!!

Monday, July 2, 2018

Job interview tomorrow

I wasnt plannng on going. I was just too down. But I rescheduled so I got it tomorrow. I will see how it goes. I dont have any high expectiations just gonna go with the flow. 👀🌻🌸

Thursday, June 28, 2018

Im glad me and him worked things out

Just been alot of confusion and stress going on for weeks bewteen me and my man. Ive been down , He been stressed. and overthinking  much. 
We talked it out and we are better than ever.