Tuesday, July 17, 2018
I worked as a care taker for elderly yesterday. And It was an experiance. But the more I think about it the more I realise , Its not my kind of job. I wont continue on it. Hey we are not meant to work with everything right? Plus it was only job to fill in for people and I cant live on that long term....
Friday, July 13, 2018
Wednesday, July 11, 2018
I found this really nice wall clock at the thrift store. Me and my mom went there after heading to hers. I dont really have clock in the kitchen , I keep looking at my phone. But its so easy to mistake the time. Be late.
My brother came and visit from being in Norway for work. It was nice he seemed in a good spirit. I hope he will continue that path. We had some dinner and just hung out.
Sunday, July 8, 2018
I was just so frustrated with my situation yesterday. But today Im just gonna make the best out of it. My man called after I made that post. It was so good talking to him.
😍 I missed him alot. Gosh I love his voice. It was pretty hot topic. Why not?? I got in a better mood after that. It was so great he called arounds 5.30 pm. I wasnt all groggy and just awake mood. He did notice that.
Saturday, July 7, 2018
There hasnt been too much to do. So Ive been watching documentaries. Horror movies, and regular tv. Sometimes it sucks not having anyone to do anything with. Feels like my life is just passing by and Im not doing a damn thing. Its hard when your almost broke. You cant take the bus anywhere or train. or even go abroad. Fuck this Summer has to be one of the worst ones!!!!
Praying for a miracle, I just cant take this anymore.
Thursday, July 5, 2018
So I have tried a couple of chat rooms , And I dont know. It was terrible. As soon as I logged in I had like 10+ people saying Hi to me. And if I didnt reply asap they asked where are you, Are you there? Busy? I mean come on??!! Where is the patience in people. Im talking 99 % about guys. Girls dont chat to girls online most of the time. Its not fun to talk when you feel stressed because they cant wait on your reply. Plus lets face it; there are always some weirdos on chats.
Will I be chatting again soon: Probably not.
Wednesday, July 4, 2018
Im so freakin tired being unemployed. I just realiese today if I get a job this year, It will be my 3rd job!!!! is that normal?? Why is this bad luck in jobs keep happening.... Im so exhausted of this. Im tired of getting benefits and not getting a real payment. I feel like im leeching. I dont want that anymore. So unfair. 😢Im tired of being a prisoner to the unemployment agency. Keep on sending in what jobs i looked for. Go on stupid meetings etc Going on 10 years of this shit. I never been able to break free from them. Fuck!!!