Saturday, July 22, 2017


I do think I got PMDD , and fuckin sucks. Right now ive been in pain since yesterday. My stomach feels like someone is cutting and poking with a knife and pulling inside, like stretching feeling... So uncomfortable....My legs hurt all the way down to my feet. I have trouble walkin on my feet cus it hurts. It feels like when you sat down on your foot. But I havent. And my arms mostly my hands hurt too. Just overall hurting.... I feel so darn tired, and just wanna lay down but layin down also hurts. SIGH. 😪😭

Friday, July 21, 2017

Gotte be said and done

Blah blah blah. Somethings need to be said and done, so I did it. Dont be scared to do it. 

Thursday, July 20, 2017

You can do it, I can do it

Tuesday, July 18, 2017

Black cats are so pretty

Feeling a little better today ( I just took a half ibuprofen) Maybe thats why aswell. I had to take a stroll to the grocery store. catfood was out. Hopefully im fully recovered by tomorrow....Heal me God. Heal me. Amen.

Monday, July 17, 2017

Sick on my semester

Yaayy *sarcastic one* Second week of no work. Guess who decides pay for a visit; Mr cold. Yes I am sick. First week i got this blister , cold blister on my bottom lip. This week the cold breaks out...And its Summer!!! and I got no work!!!😑 I could be outside enjoying the sunshine...Bummerrrrr....
Im pissed at my immune system at the moment.  Hmmmmm 😒😩

Sunday, July 16, 2017

Confuse, Unsure, Lost whatever you call it

Why am I here?? Somedays are so foggy. Right now nothing really brings me any happiness. is it because im depressed or just want something more?
I sure the heck dont know.  Fuck im confused and Lost , and empty??? I have to say , I feel pretty alone. I never feel alone, Right now I do. Alone in this big weird twizted world,  AND it sucks so much. Plus.... Im tired of helping people so i wont anymore. Deal with your own issues?!  Im done with that....  Now im gonna take a smoke. Later.

Saturday, July 15, 2017