Tuesday, October 17, 2017
Damn... I dont know how im gonna find money for a bill for this month. Apparently I forgotten to pay the right amount last month and now they doubled it. I dont have the money. Well not enough atleast. Hmmm Im trying to figure out to fix it. Plus next month will be abt the same. I dont mind paying bills. Just I dont like it when I dont have the money. 😢😢I dont want to end up with debts that cant be paid.
Im trying to sell things, But idk if all will be bought up. SIIGHHH
Sunday, October 15, 2017
I so wanted to go to church today. I was scared to go. I think i might go next sunday. I so wanted to. I wanted to find inner peace. This week has been so exhausting. I dont even want to reminiss about it. Whatever happends will happen. Im so glad my mind is doing better today and I know next week wont be as this week; FOR SURE lol. Gone, Kapish.
I gotta take care of my mood. I dont know if its PMDD I got or what it is. Its just consuming me for sure. I got an appointment on the 6th talkin abt my medication I will see then. I gotta fix it. I dont want to be this depressed moody person time to time. I cant even recognise myself when I turn like that. I gotta strenght myself again. Just focus on me. And trying to climb that stairs called life.AND stop listening to assholes and son of a bitches who is just clearly jealous of what i got Mind your own buissness... soo BYEE BYEEE BYEEE✌😉Dont need to hear it , so shut up. Shut your mouth,
Saturday, October 14, 2017
I just took a loong nice catnap. I feel somewhat refreshed. I just figured out what movie I should watch tonight. "The Notebook"
PERFECT!!!! Sad romantic movie. Just what my mood is for. Just want to be alone for awhile. Maybe forever??? From everyone. except my furbabies. 👀
Friday, October 13, 2017
Thursday, October 12, 2017
Wednesday, October 11, 2017
New mindset and goals , Working out is a great way to release all of the bad energy you got inside instead of bottling it inside. Sweat it all out, Jump it all out, Run it all out. I swear you will feel so much better afterwards
Tuesday, October 10, 2017
Lord I do need you, I feel so lost, scared, sad and my heart feels like its breaking. I dont know whats gonna happen and thats what makes me so scared...Sigh. 😟 I just dont know what to do , I need a sign from you.Please. Im sorry for all the wrong things I done and I ask for forgiveness. I want to be a better christian I do. I Love you
Monday, October 9, 2017
Before i went to the trip I had problems with my internet at home. All of sudden it started to work. now my phone says its charging but it doesnt show it on the screen. I turned it off and then on , all of sudden it had charged alot... Could it be the battery?? I have no idea. I will fix it somehow. Dont want to go and buy a new phone. Its working good overall.