Sunday, August 19, 2018

Ahh What a week


Well Friday night around 8.30 pm I got a call from someone, twice. I thought it was weird. I tried to check it online. I really thought it was from a sales person.
 It seemed it came from a cleaning company. And So I txt that person. He called again. He wanted me to come for a interview on Saturday. So I did. It went well . And apparently Im gonna start at Monday!!! its a part time job, Cleaning in a High School building. ๐Ÿ˜„๐Ÿ˜I think I will get it. It seems so. I will see on Monday how it goes. AMEN is what a´just have to say. And Thank The Lord.

I wish I could talk to my man. I miss him so very much and I just want to talk to him. Hear his sweet voice. ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’‹

Thursday, August 16, 2018

AMEN I cant believe it


Well finally my boss answered after I got help from my mom again. He said my salary will be paid in August...HALLLULJA!!! ๐Ÿ˜„๐Ÿ˜„I hope its true. I will be really disappointed if its not. He answered the same day. Thats even more shocking. ๐Ÿ˜ฎFeels good to know I wont have to loan money atleast for this month. I do need a job. My bills takes up almost all the money....

Tuesday, August 14, 2018

Still waiting for info....



I know the fact my boss is back from his "vacation". BUT he damn sure hasnt answered my email about why my doctors note isnt valid๐Ÿ˜’. This is not how you treat an former employed. I feel sorry for the ones who are. Im so glad they let me go. Working for those MTF's, no thanks!!!!๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜†

Other than that I was happy to talk to My guy on Thursday night. He called around 3 am. LOL I was asleep very much but I dont care I was just so happy to hear f rom him. We have had some real problems these couples of months. Just stress and overall missunderstanding. He still hurt over what I did last year. I just want him to know Im not keeping anything from him. ๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ’–That he can 100 % trust me.
I so have to remember to say that next time we talk.

Monday, August 6, 2018

Just miss you baby





Well I havent heard from my guy since 21 July. It does feel a little weird. We usually talk on weekends. But No call this weekend either... hmmm. I must say it has been okay anyways. I got time to miss him and I even dreamed about him TWICE. It was 2 very nice dreams ๐Ÿ’˜
I hope he is okay (wich I think he is) and that he is not upset with me , (then I dont know what I did wrong?? ) I hope God will take care of him and let his spritit up.

It hasnt been easy these couple of months .especially with that phone. It has brought us further away from each other, than closer. Its sad but I think its true.. Its has brought up alot of negativity and arguments, insecurities. I hate that!!!!! ๐Ÿ˜ข

Just miss him alot. I will deff say that next time I talk to him. Sometimes I forget what i want to say.



Friday, August 3, 2018

To get strenght


I still havent heard anything from my boss about my payment. Yesterday my mom helped me write a good email to him about it. We will see if he writes back (I doubt it) 
Well anyways its Friday

I havent talked to my man since 21 july and to be honest , I miss him alot. ๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ˜˜I hope he calls this weekend. I put 10 $ so he could put on the phone. (I hope he wants to talk ) lol *gulp*


Tuesday, July 31, 2018

2 must watch documentaries



Been watching alot of documentaries the last couple of days. And there was 2 that really hit my heart.

The first one is a man who films his mom who has brain cancer, until her death. And its so powerful and moving because he shows everything. What touch me most was that her husband was by her side all til the end. Gosh thats love right there. ๐Ÿ˜ข๐Ÿ’•




The second one is about a man who fell ill with flu like symptoms and he had to amputate his legs and arms plus his lips .Shows you how strong a human can be. He didnt give up. Even if it was tough. There also his wife was by his side. ๐Ÿ’˜


Sunday, July 29, 2018

Thunderstorm today


So freakin magical it is. I always been facsinated by thunderstorms and lightning, So this is the second thunderstorm today. It was one earlier. I saw a really good lightning in the sky. So freakin beautiful. 
looked something like this
( I just saw another one really good) ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜