Wednesday, May 23, 2018

Going good so far


Tomorrow I have a day off. I have to do dishes and clear up the kitchen table, its alot of stuff on it.  lol So me. They say that a creative mind has a messy surrounding. 
Im gonna pray for my man and that he is okay. Maybe I will get an answer soon.



Tuesday, May 22, 2018

I got myself a job


Just signed the contract for my new job yayy. This was my  second day. Damn its sweaty. Its really warm right now its 24 c. - 75 F.  So far its goin good. I hope I will be there for  some time.. hee hee

Now I just want to hear from my guy. Its been awhile and I told him I wanted us to talk less on the phone cus of the phone bill. Its been 2 weeks since he called. I havent gotten a letter yet , I hope he havent forgotten about me???? ๐Ÿ˜Ÿ๐Ÿ˜žI sent him a letter last week and Jpay yesterday. I said he could call this weekend. if he wanted. I just miss him alot. ALOT ALOT. I cant do much. Besides hope he will contact me soon.


Sunday, May 20, 2018

Panicking a bit



It sucks June will be a poor month for me.  I will get paid from everything around my Birthday. Sigh...  I really regret asking my older bro for money for the buscard. Its a monthly one and it cost alot. Around 100 bucks.
 His like I gave you money for the bus? Didnt you put money on it? Well ofcourse I did. But it was also for food. Remember? And I said If  you cant help I can fix it somehow. He said Ofcourse you can loan, get to the point, How much do you need?

I wont ask if your acting like that...Last time I loaned from him was in 2011. That is freakin 7 years ago!!! He just made me feel like crap. I dont like to loan from people. That kind of ruined my day. It was my moms idea from the beginning. I knew it wasnt a good idea. I did it anyways.  What kind of siblings you have... A loan is a loan. I wont steal your dumb money. You just have to wait a month???
๐Ÿ˜ค๐Ÿ˜ 

My next blog post little later will be  about 50 % more positive , Stay tuned.

Aint that the truth....๐Ÿ˜’

Friday, May 18, 2018

Backstreet Boys Don't Go Breaking My Heart


                     ๐ŸŽต๐ŸŽถDang its catchy. ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜„ KTBPA!!!!


Tuesday, May 15, 2018

Backstreet's Back



Its been so nice. I think I gotten my golden tan I usually get. Its gonna be a warm day tomorrow too. I was in town to ask the unemployment agency for special work form I can get through them wich will help the company with some money.I dont want to jinx it yet so Im gonna keep it quiet...Til im 10000 % sure. 

Besides Backstreet boys celebrating their 25th anniversary this year. Theyre out with a new song in 2 days!!!๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜„๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜€





Friday, May 11, 2018

Get to see 5 of my family members


I was along time ago I saw him. He moved back to Sweden from norway and he is gonna try to tackle his own demons. Im proud of you little brother. He seems to feel alot better than the last time I saw him or talked to him. Hope he will get through it. I got to see my nieces too and older brother. (I dont care too much for him tbh) My younger sis I saw too. So it felt like a small family reunion. The only one who was missing was my older sister.



Thursday, May 10, 2018

Bad luck keeps coming



Sitting here drinking a cider i had in the fridge awhile. Even though its only 2.25 %  of alcohol. I can feel it. I never drink. Guess I just need something to relax. I cant pay any of my bills or rent this month... Just my luck.. More of bad luck , I just dont have the energy to care. Im gonna go outside and just fry a little in the sun.

yup lets break up. This is starting to get too much. 

Wednesday, May 9, 2018

Keep on walking

Been very nice yesterday and today. Will be nice all week. Been having feet ache for a week now, Whenever  I walk. But I try to keep walking.

Tuesday, May 8, 2018

Got an job interview today


I wasnt expecting it but its pretty neat. I hope it goes well. But if it doesnt it doesnt. Would help ALOT. Financially and I would get The job unemployment Agency off my back! Theyre like leeches. Ughhh.  I made a mistake with my unemployment payment. I was just 4 hours late. The last date to sent in was the 7th. I sent in 4 am today... So I wont get it til next month. I cant believe I forgot to hand it in. I always remember!!!
 I applied for social service benefit. I think I will get enough for rent. Im not sure if I will get anything.  BUT not enough for all my bills.... ๐Ÿ˜ฃ๐Ÿ˜ค๐Ÿ˜ฉI will put a reminder on my phone today. So It wont never  ever happen again!!!